Wow... I am pretty happy these days. I'm finding happiness within myself and I'm told it just eminates from me even when I'm not smiling. I'm just... happy.. content...

I wish I was like this in high school, man! I'm happy with who I am. I'm comfortable with being me. I'm strange and fun and honest and... I'm turning into who I wanted to be. =OD

I used to have really bad anxiety but I'm learning how to ride out my thoughts and now I don't freak out as much.

Basically-- I'm trying to live by one rule- all that matters is what you can take with you after you die. Happiness, peace of mind, love, etc. So I make sure to do nothing I'll regret cuz you never know if tomorrow will come. If it doesn't, I don't want negative emotions to haunt me. I just want to know that I had a good time, I wouldn't change it for the world, and I left on a good note and that people I knew will want to see me again. =O)

Man.. life is wonderful. I love the way I always feel. I'm trying to help others find this. It's insanely hard to get through to people cuz they have to complicate everything... but simplicity is the best!